Cultivate a Spacious Life

A FREE E-book to Help You Avoid the Traps that Steal Your Margin


Personal Assessment

How Emotionally Healthy Are You?
Take a free 15 minute personal assessment now!

*We respect your privacy by not sharing or selling your email address.

Personal Assessment


Sifting, Suicides, and Pastors

Posted on April 18th, 2014
“Simon, Simon, behold, Satan has demanded permission to sift you like wheat;but I have prayed for you, that your faith may not fail; and you, when once you have turned again, strengthen your brothers.” Luke 22:31-32 (NASB)


The steady stream of pastors and leaders leaving the ministry due to sexual or financial scandal has not changed in decades. What is most alarming, in recent days, however, is the rash of lead pastors committing suicide.

Judas committed suicide. Jesus Himself knew that temptation as well: “My soul is very sorrowful, even to death,” he said (Matt. 26:38).

I believe most Christian point leaders who carry the weight of a ministry or church know the struggle of wanting to die. I sure do and remember times, in my 26 years as Senior Pastor of New Life, that I was not sure I wanted to (or could) drink the “cup” that was before me.


Jesus’ comments to Peter teaches us a few important truths:


  1. Satan targets lead pastors with a particular rage and fury.
  2. Jesus allows extreme testing to put things to death in us that can we cannot kill in ourselves.
  3. Jesus purpose through such intense pressure is so we effectively lead others.
  4. Jesus’ intercession for us (Rom. 8:34), along with the prayers of others, is the only way we can recover from falls and remain faithful.

…read more

Share This Post:
Download + Subscribe
Church Culture Revolution: A 6-Part Vision That Deeply Changes Lives